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Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Birthday: 10/23/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: Vocals are the biggest thing in my life right now. And my boyfriend pretty much fills up the rest of the emptiness pretty damn well.
Expertise: the art of being devious and dark with being bubbly most of the time. I do have my times of darkness though....
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  prozak theory
MSN: prozak_theory
Yahoo:  pixie_princess1234
Member Since:
5/5/2003
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| I want to be punished for my ways.
Have them beat me until I can’t stand.
Allow myself to come to a daze.
Surrender my guilt raising my hand.
I want them to see the truth.
Watch it be torn out of my body.
Let them see my forbidden fruit.
This day has fallen dark and cloudy.
Pass me through the revolt of the crowd.
Hear the anger of a thousand lions.
Their screams of hate start to get loud.
The cross becoming my theme.
Fell the venom of the spikes.
Piercing my skin, drawing my blood.
My dreams flustering as high as a kite.
Childhood memories, playing in the mud.
My blood drips in the silence of the mass’s.
Sad eyes telling me to surrender.
Holding my breath, let me die forever.
The last drop of blood falling to bliss.
Many questions if it should have ended like this.
They cut my throat of existence.
They will suffer by my hands of innocence.
Clouds will form, rain will fall.
Before they drown, it is me they will call.
Begging for my forgiveness.
Their lack of courtesy., brought them no mercy.
Forever in the distant horizon.
You will hear the cry of a thousand lions. | | |
| hey i got a new xanga, so i'll probably not be updating this one at all. if you want the address, leave a comment here, and i'll leave the addy on your site. for privacy reasons, i won't be posting the address here, so don't even ask. | | |
| You heart for me shall appear
And is a sight to behold
You tell me it's so warm here
Yet I can't take the cold
You say its full of life
And happiness it will bring
Yet it cuts me like a knife
And I can't feel a thing
If I could see your soul
In the darkness of your eyes
Would it be whole?
Or would my own heart cry
How can I give what is not there
It destroys me on the inside
Do you think I do not care?
My heart and soul both cried
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| Perfect. our bodies layed out upon the sheets. You held all of my secrets, you took all of me in. I arched and you held on to me. like I was your everything. you took my heart, my soul, my life and you loved it. | | |
| Finally.......all the bullshit is DONE WITH! Greg and I are TONS better now, which takes a lot of stress off me, i can actually sleep now. My family situation is gradually improving. my "malady" has no symptoms left, and Greg is finding out about his situation this weekend, so hopefully that will all work out. School is going ok i guess. I have to play a little game of catch-up, but it'll be fine. Anyway, the synopsis is that life is generally good. I'm at home for the weekend, then i'm going to visit my old high school on monday, then back to college to see Greg and Eric and Emily.
Don't frown: you never know who may be falling in love with your smile....
(Am i still beautiful?...Do i still get more beautiful every time you see me?...) | | |
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